It gets hard sometimes, this whole long distance relationship thing.

Misunderstandings will happen. You'll get angry at the time difference, the distance, everything.

You'll feel helpless when she cries because there's nothing you can do, nothing you can give her, not even a hug.

You congratulate yourself on every day you make it through, and then you realize it's only been three weeks without her.

You can't talk to anyone because nobody knows you're gay. And if they did they wouldn't want to hear about it anyway.

You can't shut her out of your head. Everything reminds you of her and you're on the verge of tears every time you open the fridge door and see the stupid sour cream.

You don't know why you bought sour cream in the first place, you don't even like it.

You try to keep busy.

You try to be strong.

You know?

It just gets hard sometimes.